I hate talking about myself, its so...blah. I hate a lot of things. I get jealous very easily. I dont react good with emotional issues. Im geekXcore. I dont believe helping others can get me places in life, but I help anyways. I have a love pig. He's fucking amazing and puts you to shame. I dont care what others think of me or of this page. I get obsessive over little things. Photoshop is t3h s3x. Im a whore for industrials, pins and romance. I like the simple things in life. I dream to dance in the rain one day. Im scared shitless of underwater video games. I dislike monkeys and people touching my face. I enjoy making an idiot out of myself. I fear monotony, stereotypes and abandonment. People tend to anger me. I like the smell of warped tour. I get frustrated easily. I try not to rage. I control my emotions because I want to. Im not emo. Im not hardcore. Im not any of your stereotypes. Im Lauren.

 

[center][img]http://www.nightwish.com/graphics/banner3.jpg[/img][/center]

 

[center][i]you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you[/center][/i]

[center][b]Do you really care about my music?[/b]
Nightwish
Billy Talent
Pezz
Evergrey
Within Temptation
Dance Dance Revolution
Groove Coverage
Edenbridge
Epica
Evergreen Terrace
Jack Off Jill
Mars Volta
Auf Der Maur
Metric
The Sounds
Bif Naked
Lacuna Coil
KMFDM
Tsunami Bomb
Atreyu
Pink Collar Ghetto
Azure Ray
Le Tigre
Tegan and Sara
Von Bondies
MSI
Mudvayne
Ima Robot
Go Betty Go
Flogging Molly
F-ups
Battlelore
Entwine
Aura-the source of trance
Courtney Love
Hole
Nada Surf
Dropkick Murphys
Vandals
Rise Againts
American Nightmare
A Fire Inside afi
The Beautiful Mistake
Hawthorne Heights
Senses Fail
Unicorns
Closet Monster
Danny Elfman
Klaus Badelt
Chris Vrenna
Flowing Tears
Madder Mortem
The Living End
Metisse
Suzanne Vega
Johnny Cash
Jimmy Eat World
Motion City Soundtrack
London After Midnight
3 Inches of Blood
After Forever
Aesame Daeva
Darkwell
The Black Maria
Unwritten Law
Bright Eyes
Everytime I Die
Electro Quarterstaff
Gatsbys American Dream
Fall Out Boy
Flashlight Brown
HIM
The Jealous Sound
My Chemical Romance
Authority Zero
The Blood Brothers
Billy Joel
The Bleeding Alarm
Interpol
Stutterfly
Nine Inch Nails
Hidden In Plain View
The Arcade Fire
Black 47
The Stills
The Stone Roses
Brand New
Matchbook Romance
Magneta Lane
A Change of Pace
The Rasmus
Die Toten Hosen
Rammstein
[/center]

 

[size=1][right]But I believe that lovers should be tied together
And thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
And left there to drown
Left there to drown in their innocence
[/right][/size]
[center][size=1]We're singing I believe that lovers should be chained together
And thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
And left there to burn
Left there to burn in their arrogance[/center][/size]
[size=1]Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And layed entwined together on a bed of clover
And left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness[/size]

 

 

I hate talking about myself, its so...blah. I hate a lot of things. I get jealous very easily. I dont react good with emotional issues. Im geekXcore. I dont believe helping others can get me places in life, but I help anyways. I have a love pig. He's fcuking amazing and puts you to shame. I dont care what others think of me or of this page. I get obsessive over little things. Photoshop is t3h s3x. Im a whore for industrials, pins and romance. I like the simple things in life. I dream to dance in the rain one day. Im scared shitless of underwater video games. I dislike sleep, food,  monkeys and people touching my face. I enjoy making an idiot out of myself. I fear monotony, stereotypes and abandonment. People tend to anger me. I like the smell of warped tour. I get frustrated easily. I try not to rage. I control my emotions because I want to. Im not emo. Im not hardcore. Im not any of your stereotypes. Im Lauren. Im paranoid.

[size=1][center]So of what demon steal my flesh and mask itself in me?
What possess my soul to suffer in my misery?
Failure, I care no longer, my love
These faults of mine, complete destruction
Holding sadistic lies we all embrace
Tortured soul, end my pain, sweet sorrow still I burn
As for I have bathed in their wicked sin
Although this discontent remains
The curtain is coming to a final close
Free me now, beast which burrows into my blackend heart
Mortal being, so weak and frail
Succumb to painful defeat
Eternally owned by the underworld[/center][/size]

 

Love Pig
777
Devi
JTHM
Zim
Tacos
Nightwish
Dead Like Me
Cheese
Waffles
Disturbing Behaviour
Cheese in a spray can
Cowbell
Underworld
Underworld: Evolution
Resident Evil
Resident Evil: Apacolypse
Nightmare Before Christmas
Peanut Butter
Army Helmets
Senor Salsa
Hitch Hikers Guide To The Galaxy
Don Hertzfeld
Pirates
Jhonen Vasquez
Alice In Wonderland
American Mcgee Alice
Looking Glass Wars
Corpse Bride
Suspenders
Willy Wonka (the amazing chocolateer)
purevolume.com
Captain Obvious Noodle and Senor Poodey
Robjn Taylor

[right]Love rhymes with pity now
Love rhymes with sympathy now
Love rhymes with hideous car wreck[/right]

[b]My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I`ll bleed forever[/b]

[center][size=1][b]Sometimes...
You can cry until there is nothing wet in you.
You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures.
You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen.
And, still, it makes no difference.
It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you.
And you never know that if it ever did relent...
It would not be because it cared.[/center][/size][/b]

 

 

Fake drunks. People aka fagtards who go to parties and drink coolers. After about 1 or 2 they are convinced that they are shitfaced. No. Its retarded, people just subconciously want to believe that they are drunk as an excuse to act stupid or hit on guys/girls. They will lie, cheat and make up stories to steal the fun away from the rest of the night so that majority of the attention is focused on themselves. There is no way (or its very unlikely) that you can get that drunk from coolers, what are they 6% not even. Almost as bad as the fake drunks there are the sissy drunks. The ones who drink fruity vodka then chase it with pop. They mix pop and alcohol so its not as strong, which defeats the purpose in the first place. If you cant drink hard straight liquor you shouldnt be drinking in the first place. People who cant handle their alcohol are jsut pathetic dipshits who want to fit in.

People's new obsession with the emo scene. Last I heard slitting your wrists and being unkind was cool? Something about that is truely pointless and just stupid. All you non-conformists are the same, the clothes, the music, the same dont give a fcuk personalities. You dress 'different' from what you claim is the popular scene for attention, you want other people to give you odd looks as you walk through the mall, and sit in the food court listening to slipknot because your so hardcore. But this popular scene you are trying to differ from is not what you claim it is, the popular scene is constantly changing now, its the emo scene. So stop being a cocky little hypocrite and accept the fact that your precious "lookit me, im emo, im individual, i dont follow the trends" style is just another trend where you decided to hop onto the bandwagon.