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Something Corporate-Constantine
Kari+Move Your Body=Robot
Worst movie ever...the only one Im keeping up here. The one with the ever so hilarious weezing laughter. God, people
are idiots.
Emily wants us to stop dicking around
Allys birthday, with Emily getting mad and Rachel honking???
Sean is t3h s3x
Random Babblings...
I look through the mirror as the world becomes a distant blur. I can feel it now, anticipation. We're getting closer, I
start to seize up. My body aches for something to release me, theres no realief. Panic sets in. Each breath pierces my entrals,
pain. This isnt happening, Im too young. This isnt real, this isnt real.
Like a blink to a tear, its gone. Im alone. I lift my eyelids, slow. It was just a figment, unnatural. Infinite dust, infinite
dark. I question my sanity. Was that my dream? Normally if one was to wake it would go out, bang. This however, still lingered.
Somethings still stirring. Covered by the shadow, it haunts me. He haunts me. Comsuming souls like wildfire. With gnarled
fingers and exposed flesh. Ripped and torn, tattered clothes. A taunting smile, razorblade grin, he knows no defeat. Death.
Swiftly he grazed across the room. The stentch of rot remained in his footsteps. Undead souls scream out from below. I
can feel my heart beat against my ribs, pounding. As I look for an exit it dawns on me that there is no escape. I know better
than to fight, I will not win. I am forever his now. A puppet, a pawn, a prisoner. This isnt how it should end.
Mortality, such an inconvenience.
Take my hand, you have nothing to fear. Fear? My mind silently screams out loud. Vicious predator, is this what you truly
live for? Die for? Is this what you've always desired? To condemn the souls of the innocent. Macabre future, patiently awaits
me.
april 4: the poetry within me is dead. teehehehehe. worst mood ever. Im giddy and hppy but somethings
bothering me. meh.
march 19: *cough* I have a poem..its not done..suckas!!! (theres also a new one on my profile) pow..muthafuckas I also
have energy. To an extreme, I wonder where mah practice is today..ponders* aspenwood or inlet hrmmm. what else is new....oh,
emily actually said something intelligent for once, it made me feel good, yaay. dum dee dum dum..giant prawns, giant sexy
prawns
March 15 (updated?): Today was amazing, so stupidly funny. And Kari didnt kill us all (as in me adn
blake) whihc is a plus. Now I have many bruises from blake and where natalie beat me down, sat on my and hit my leg...many
times..thats cute.
We are something
there's no question
For the first time in my life
I know I'm right
Tear my heart out
Its
yours to keep now
I'll give you my everything
Something so rare and beautiful
That one cannot help but revel in it
Prolonging
the moment
Turn the lights low
I could hold this gaze forever
I could stay like this for eternity
Sedated, regulated,
vital signs
So what happens next?
Hold me in your embrace
Never let me go
Rival all the others
Enough to cure the world
Of all its evils
And in that moment
It seemed
to
March 14:
Silent, the downtown area
All lit up with streetlights
Rows of signs
With each printed letter
Strung to form a sentence
Followed by another
I'm hoping
I might
reach you this time
You were always tugging
At the strings to my heart
The beats became irregular
When I
met you
You were an escape route
Out of my mind
Or from my barely beating heart
In a ribcage dying
for end
But it always came back
But I would always follow you
To anywhere at all
We'd drive alongside the telephone
cables
Because they never stop
And neither do we
Past infinity
Under the bridge
Ashes collide with currents.
We
would lose track of time.
I'd try to explain it to you,
"You're a gentle,
Yet disruptive,
Pollution of lies and
corruption;
Something so easily fallen for
Quality of such desire."
You'd always be listening
I'd rest my hands in the grass
And contemplate
I find it kind of funny
The way these events
Have come to pass
As for now
I'm relying on the unknown
March 13: I went downtown today, gots a jacket (ill take and post pictures of it later) and
a belt (which is the ub3r s3x) and in the end i wrote a poem..cheeecken!!!
So of what demon steal my flesh and mask itself in me?
What possess my soul to suffer in my misery?
Failure,
I care no longer, my love
These faults of mine, complete destruction
Holding sadistic lies we all embrace
Tortured soul, end my pain, sweet sorrow still I burn
As for I have bathed in their wicked sin
Although this discontent remains
The curtain is coming to a final close
Free me now, beast whihc burrows into my blackend heart
Mortal being, so weak and frail
Succumb to painful defeat
Eternally owned by the underworld
March 12: i think i was on crack last night..seriously? no but its an expression.
March 12: Love me and my extreme emo-poem
you were so good at pretending
do you have to make this so hard?
silent immortality, one last breath
how you cradle such a world
the false comfort of all your twisted realities
your touch of addictive acid
feel my smile flake to pieces
watch my soul collapse before you
extinguish this desire
end this foolish infatuation
break my plastic heart
eventually, replace each piece
one by one the puzzle will be complete
red glimmers
and
blackness reverses
while the ticking clock reminds me
all those wasted tears
the pointless juvenile misery
I hope that haunts you
you couldnt play that game forever
dreaming of a tomorrow
but its only an illusion
concealled by disbelief
buried within dillusion of thought
unaware of my surroundings
caught between a silent blink
someone was there
true elation, eternal ecstacy
such devotion is real
adorn this ardant passion
it is invinicible
your all I need now
wishing the clock would stand still
nothing can take this away
March 8: waaaay too lazy to link my DA account, just ask me for it...or not, meh..
I dont this will make any sense, i have a picture that goes with it, but im also to lazy to post the picture...its on
my da however..shmoop.
with the slow approach of time
the world will soon collapse
bringing everything with it
destroying those who
dwell
in misery, in content
for it will be the end
and it is inevitable
March 7; fuck im tired, adn i cant see my eyes hurt, im finally using my DA account, ill put the link
up tomorrow...
Feb 27: Who the fuck is Chimaira and why the hell are they on my playlist!??! Meh. Dear god I hate this,
I have so much emotion right now. Jesse was right, Im letting my guard down, but, nooo, I dont wanna. I like being cold and
heartless, this really isnt like me. Affection? Intimacy? Emotion!?!? rawr. Im not going to let it bother me. I feel so...alive?
I dont know. I feel pain now, I find it odd, I never used to, until now.
Feb 26: Added new icons, and these new icons are 100% mine, I didnt borrow the bases or anything. Well,
only the pictures that were originally from deviant art. ew. life. ew. tom. Billy Joel makes me feel so happy.
Feb 20: Yaay my parents are leaving in 5 days!! *squeal* I've been up for 20 minutes and Im already
hideously bored. I found an amazingly horrible song yesterday on my search for 80's music, funny thing is its not even 80's
its in some crazy language (spanish?) Yaay for suzanne vega and strange music. Im bored.
Still Feb 19, well almost 20, its 11:48: Just got home. I is sorry emolee, I can 'relate' I suppose.
Even though we were never actually together he still broke my heart *emo tear*. Whatever. Im hungry.
Feb 19: Last night was hilarious and so godamned retarded at the same time. I enjoyed it. Then Caitlin
stepped on my face *pain*
;heres one of the things you just dont ask or question;
can you hear my heart beat in this silence
can you feel my heartache with every breath
can you sense my innocence
can
you see the impossiblity
can you take all that away from me
be the one to show me what I've been missing
the one
to let me breathe
the one to remind me of life
the one to teach me to love
again
yea..dont ask..
oh my god you guys, oh my god.....CODE BLACK!!!! *dives behind couch*
Feb 17: So fucking stoked to the max factor fortified for tomorrow.
Feb 14: Not having people over now.
Feb 13: Saturday, my house, shits n giggles. Yes Graeme, you can come too...I suppose *twitch* I blame
kari...Okey, when I say vegetarian psychopath and bald eagle what comes to mind??? bahahahaha.
Still Feb 12: I'll take this time to remind everyone that I am the uber god that invented the camoflage
pants hitting game. Thanks, Im a genius I know.
Feb 12: Just got home from my Value Village adventures. I gots 3 new pairs of suspenders (pink, rainbow
and blue/grey) 4 new hats to put on my wall, and The Breakfast Club soundtrack cassette. I was tempted to buy another Nightmare
Before Christmas movie, but two is enough I suppose. Im contemplating updating, honestly, what do I need to add or add to?
Meh, I'll think of something sooner or later once my brain can support my ingenious thoughts of originality. I <three <three
<3 emo heart Metric-Soft Rock Star, I was so happy when I found it again. It has actually been months since I've heard
it *tear* It reminds me of the pig, not as much as Scream or Lets Talk Turkey, but thats besides the point. Tubby hungry,
good day you infernal children.
Feb 11: I hate people. Must they all be so...stupid? Oh well, Im starting to complain now. I added new
icons for all you icons whores who I know are stealing them. Its late and Im going to bed. I miss my pig.
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